Daily Musings

Do I?

Do I love you or do I love being with you?
Do I love you or do I need you?
Do I need you or do you need me?
Do you need me or do you need what I have?
Do I have what you need or do I think I have what you need?
If I have what you need, will you still love me if I do not have it anymore?
If I do not have what you need will you atleast be my friend?
If I am your friend will you love me?
Am I your friend or am I your lover?
If I am your lover does that mean I am not your friend?

If I am your friend, do you enjoy being with me?
Do I enjoy being with you?
Do I enjoy being with you or do I enjoy spending time with you?
Do I enjoy spending time with you or do I just enjoy looking at you?
Do I enjoy looking at you because of you or because of what you do?
Do I love you or do I just love what you do?
If I only love what you do what will happen if you do not do anymore what I love you do?
Will you do what I love you doing because I love it or because you love doing it?
Do you love what you are doing?
If you do love what you are doing will you continue doing it even if I do not like you to do it?
If I hate what you are doing will you continue doing it?

Will you love me even if I do not love you?
Coz I will love you whatever is your answer in all the questions above and will love you no matter what.
I love you and I love being with you.
I need you and hope that you need me too.
I need what you have and I am hoping that I have all that you need.
You are neither just my friend or my lover because you are both.
I love being with you, all the times we spend are my treasures.
I enjoy looking at you because I see myself in all that you do.
I will love you whatever it is you are doing and even if you are not doing anything.
I will love you even if I hate what you are doing.

Because I love YOU, not your smile… YOU, not what you do.

I love YOU.

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Created: Tuesday, December 21, 2004

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Christmas!!

Christmas!!

Chestnuts roasting in an open fire…..mmmm Christmas is definitely in the air. I love this season! Everyone seems sooo jolly and cheerful when Christmas comes. Even my evil boss who rarely smiles smiled this lunch…and the gifts!! I got my first set of gifts from officemates this morning!

Yey! The first gifts to grace the bottom of our tree! I wonder how many gifts I get this year. Our family usually have this contest every year, the person with most number of gifts win! And I usually win hehehehe…does that mean I have more friends? Hehehehe J And the Christmas tree!! My beloved Christmas tree… its actually up as early as November before my birthday on the 14th. I love this tree! So beautiful!!

Can't stop myself from having my picture taken with the tree!

Hehehe… took this shot of my parents last week while they were arguing who should put up additional Christmas lights in our second floor veranda… loved the look of my mom!!

Our company had our Christmas party last Friday at the M/S Philippines Floating Hotel and it was a blast!! I love the venue! Totally different from the usual hotel venue of parties. Love the wind! And guess what is the theme? Hula Christmas!! We all came in hawaiian outfits! I loved it!

The finale was a 10-minute fireworks display! Woohooo! Now that is what I’d like to see on my wedding!!